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i'm finally semi-okay to post this.

k.d. died wednesday morning.

we had her put to sleep to end the pain that she was in, she couldn't even get up on her own anymore and we had to keep her upstairs because she couldn't go up and down the steps or even stand on the kitchen floor.  she's been with me since i was 2 years old, as long as i can remember, and i miss her soo much.  if u ask me about it, i'll probably start crying, so if i didn't tell u about it, that's why.  i'm sorry, i'm crying right because i miss her so much.  i've dreaded the day we would have to put her down for years, i just never thought it would actually come. i guess she's in a better place now where there is no pain or suffering.  i just hope she's happy.

RIP my kadybear.